Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Condoms... & the many uses of them.

A rather pretty dress made of condoms... Seriously. Zoom in and look!

A shirt, made of condoms.

A really pretty colorful dress made of condoms!

A pretty cute hat. Wow, nice!

Yup, that's right... They make clothes out of these!!!

Friday, January 22, 2010

Basketball Games At My High School...

Basketball games at my high school, that sure is some crazy sh*t! I'm a bass clarinet player in our school band, and we have to play at the games. *oh joy* I hate basketball games, so boring. I always can't wait for football season to come around. But, it's these people who make the games worth going to. Anthony, Jessica, and Logan (All four of us play bass clarinet). Tyler and his brother Aaron (Tenor Sax and Trombone). Aaron (Trombone) Shane and Hilary (Clarinet). Rebecca (not in band) Chris and Victor (trombone) No doubt, these kids make the games enjoyable. We all range from Freshmen, Sophmores, Juniors, and Seniors, and the already graduated. Anthony, Tyler, his brother Aaron, and myself can all be caught singing retardly to the school fight song, dancing gayly, and screaming random words, profanity, and obscenly odd-off-the-wall comments to distract other players. Words such as, "Tuna Melt...Queef...Casserole...Fish..." I'm sure by now you get the point. Well, today we found a new way of entertainment. Using my new ipod nano with the built in video camera, with it comes many features and ways to record... Such as, mirror, bulge, kalidiskope, black and white, cyborg, security camera, sephia, and many more. We learned that with the mirror effect you can make yourself literally makeout with yourself... Weird, right? But, nevertheless, the funniest sh*t I have ever seen! Gotta love the good ol times at the high school basktball games.

My Amazing Friend Lyssa Made This Video For Me :)

Make sure you click on BOTH play buttons so you can hear the music along with the video.
THANKS! Comment and enjoy

The Strangest Things Happen On My Front Porch... Luckily, I caught this particular event on film...

This is Shawn, he came over one day... & this is what happens... God, this kid should be an actor.

Thursday, January 21, 2010

January 25th, 2009

Looking back today, it's almost been a year since I met someone who really changed my life. I was a user of the website I had just created a profile, and I was looking for others in my area. There was a boy who caught my eyes, my name also grabbed my attention. But, the thing I noticed first were the deep brown eyes looking back at me. I added this person, and started talking to them right away. Sadly, I ended up getting that account locked because of the stupid captchas. At that moment, I had to create a new account, and make sure I didn't screw it up. So, I did that very thing and immediatley found the boy I had been talking to. I explained what had happened and we went back to talking. Days went by, we talked and got to know each other a little more. One night, I had not been online, and I recieve a text message, telling me to get online because this person didn't have many mintues left on their phone. So, I did so... & later that night, we heard each others voices for the very first time in life. We talked for hours, I counted about six. The weekend came, and we arranged to see each other, we lived in two different areas. East Valley vs. West Valley. January 25th, 2009 on a Sunday, I made my way out to the Dairy Queen on 72nd in West Valley. This is where I met Jeremy. That day, it was love at first sight, love at first kiss, and love at first touch. I swear to God, he has got to be the one. I have never felt this way before about anyone else. Days turned to weeks, weeks turned into months, months have nearly become a year. I swear, this is the one person who has learned EVERY last thing about me, and hasn't judged me. The one who can put up with my stubborness, the one who knows me inside out and still can love me after everything we've been through. There is not a day that I don't have this man on my mind. I feel safe in his arms, I feel at home at his house. His parents are my parents. I love all of his family, and he is the same. My parents said he is the best boyfriend I have had, they love him dearly too. I love him, more than he will ever know. I had been blinded by false love in the past, but I swear on my life, he has to be the one. I don't know where I'd be without this man. He gives my heart the strength to beat, my lungs the power to breathe, and he gives me the power and will to go on each day, no matter what. We've hit our bumps in the roads, but no matter what we've stuck right by each others sides, and I can promise him it will always be this was. Jeremy is my hero, my best friend, my boyfriend, and the love of my life. I will marry this boy on January 25th 2011, and I will bust my ass to keep the smile on his face, because when he's sad, I am sad. When he's mad, I am mad too. I love him, more than anyone could EVER comprehend. Jeremy Blaine, you are the one, the only one for me. I love you, and 2009 has so far been the best year of my life, because that's when I met you. On Monday January 25, it's our one year anniversary, and the one year till I take his last name. These days, I will treasure forever. I love you, you have no idea how much, but I will never stop trying to show you. (:

My Thoughts & Opinons On...

My Thoughts and Opinions On...

• Religion;;
I am someone who has never had a religion. I am also a person who has never stepped foot into a church for any reason other than, a funeral ceremony, or a wedding ceremony. I have never felt the need to have a religion, nor to read a bible, or to spend my Sundays in a church. I will say it one time, and one time only. I AM NOT BASHING YOU NOR YOUR RELIGION. I DO NOT CARE WHAT RELIGION YOU ARE, OR WHAT YOUR OPINION IS ABOUT ME NOT GOING TO CHURCH. I AM JUST STATING THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ASKING FOR QUITE SOME TIME NOW. I have many religous friends. Christians. Mormons. Catholics. I even have my Satanic friends, my Agnostic friends, and my friends who are open to just about ANYTHING. I myself, fully and entirely believe in God. I have always believed in God. If you don't, that's dandy for you. I'd also appreciate if you'd not bash my believes. It's just a waste of my time, and your time seeing as how I really don't care how you feel about the way I live my life. I don't feel that I should have to spend my Sunday in church listening to someone tell me how I should live my life. I also don't like listening to someone who will talk down-upon other people. Now, I also know that some of the biggest people in religion are the BIGGEST hypocrits I know. "I am a perfect person! I go to church every weekend. I pray every day and night. I read the bible... Blah.Blah.Blah." But, in some cases, what they don't tell us is, their usually out getting high, drinking, out stealing things, or just trying to not get caught by the cops for various things. I don't like the way they look down on certian things. In their words, "that is not the way God intended things to be". Premarital Sex. Drugs. Alcoholics. Alcohol in general. Criminals, by now I'm sure you get the point I'm trying to get at. I constantly hear, "If you have sex before you are married, it is a sin and you will go to hell." So tell me, if you actually happen to marry the person who you lose your virginity to, is this sin? Tell me. If God's intentions were for people to wait to be wed before they had sex and had children, why are there so many screwed up homes with deprived children who don't know who their father is, or are being raised on nothing but wellfare. If God's intentions were that drugs and alcohol were not to be allowed, why does the state sell them? They tell us that we all need to get along, we are God's children. Tell me, why do we have wars? Why are there natural disasters almost every year if not sooner. Why don't people get along like he wants us to? They say we are the ones who cause this. But, has anyone every thought maybe it's the hypocrits who start the problems? Just think about it, maybe you'll agree. Maybe you won't.

• Gay Marriage;;
I myself support gay marriages. Love is love. Who are we to make someone's life miserable. Sure, this is "not the way God intented things to be". Is anything anymore these days? Didn't God intend for everyone to love and be loved? Didn't he want happiness and peace on earth for us? I see no reason why two males, or two females should not have the right to be wed. I have many gay, bi, and lesbian friends. If they are happy, let them be happy. You've only got one life to live, live yours and let them live theirs. Do they bash you for being straight? No. So, tell me what gives you the right to bash them for being gay or lesbian. All people are different. Who cares. No one makes statements like, "Ha, you're uncool because you're straight", so why do we make comments like this, "Hey! Look at that faggot overthere!" Why? Straight. Gay. Lesbian. Bisexual. Trisexual. Pansexual. Who really cares, live your life. I say yes to Gay Marriage.

• People;;
I hate people, I really do. Mainly because people are hypocrits. I like how people can look you from head to toe, after just seeing you for the first time, and based on the way you dress, or the way you present yourself, they throw down names, "Prep. Goth. Emo. Slut. Whore. Loser. Jock. Poor. Rich. & sadly, these aren't the only names we say. Atleast get to know the person before you judge them. People aren't soup cans, don't label them. How would you feel if you were labeled on first impression? It also humors me how, some of the teenagers these days be some of the biggest two-faced people on this planet! Teenagers these days are so cruel. One minute you're friends, the next you are enemies. I don't like how, you can see a girl in a short skirt and high heels with a revealing shirt, and say "Slut." Maybe she's a model, atleast she is this confident to show off her body. This does not make her a Slut. Or, take the kids in the skinny jeans, chuck taylors, the band shirts, the shaggy colored hair and the piercings. "Emo. Goth. Freak." Do you happen to know their name? Intrests? No. We just look at the way someone looks and assume what and who they are. We look at those covered in tattoos, and we say "Gross. Nasty. Freak. Jobless." Look at the beauty and the time put into these tattoos. You didn't pay for them, they did. Tattoos are beautiful, it's just a way of being an individual. You don't like their tattoos, and maybe we don't like your naked skin. I really don't like people. I hate those people with no common sense, these are the people I can NOT stand. The kind of people who, "Look a red light! Let's run it!" or those "I got an F on my test, how could this happen?" When, they never even studied. Gee, we all wonder. Or, those who can't comprehend the obvious when it's right there in front of their face. You're on a busy street, the crosswalk says do not walk, but you're in a hurry. Hmm, what is the smartest choice? Wait, or run for your life and pray to God you don't get hit? Where is the common sense these days. I really hate stupid people, those with no common sense, disgust me. At my age, I'm pretty good with sorting out the wrong and right, the good and bad, and the mean and ugly. But, it humors me that I have more common sense than those decades older than myself. People who don't know how to drive, how could anyone give these idiots a license! The people who stand in the middle of the isles at stores and talk to their friends or family, and when you try to get by, they just stare at you like you're the stupid one. Jesus, where have all the smart people gone? Can we ship off the stupid people? Or the kids who do the stupidest things when they know the consequences and risks, but think "Oh, no it won't happen to me!" Then, it's too late when their hurt or in jail, or worse, DEAD. Would the world be a better place if we shipped off the idiots. People these days, they really p*ss me off! (:

• The World Today;;
I honestly think our world is screwed at this point in time. It's a sad cruel world these days. I'm usually a pretty optimistic person, however I don't honestly see the world getting any better, and that is really sad for me to say. WAR- I don't see us ever coming out of the war, to much damage has been done. I honestly don't think that even our newest president Obama can ever bring us out of this mess. I do have hope though, but my hope is slowly dying at this point. If people weren't so cruel and mean, maybe we'd all get along. If people could learn to get along and maybe atleast try to respect others, no matter how different we all are from each other, this could all end and the world could finally be at peace. I am not perfect though, I have my moments of being cruel, however I do know when enough is enough. ECONOMY- I am seventeen years old, and I have never had a job. I've searched just about everywhere. Hours are getting cut. People are getting laid off, and there are just not enough jobs out there anymore. Imployment rates are going down, as prices are going up and up. Graduation rates are lowering. The number of obese citizens is growing rapidly. Could these be due to laziness? The presentage of those on welfare is rising rapidly. The number of homeless individuals is increasing day-by-day. Is there anything we can do to stop this? Will we ever stop this? Can we fix this? Do we even care? These are answers that I can't answer alone. What do you think should be done about this? But I guess in order to change the world, we must first change ourselves. Change has got to start somewhere, right?

Wednesday, January 20, 2010

Jimmy "The Rev" Sullivan.

It's been quite sometime since I have been on here. I'm been busy with school and such. But, I thought now that I have the chance, I will share my thoughts about the death of the amazing and talented drummer on Avenged Sevenfold...

James Owen Sullivan.
The night I found out about his passing, my heart hit the floor. The world came crashing down, and my heart broke into pieces. Avenged Sevenfold had been my favorite band for quite sometime. Since about 2001 I would have to say, though I was rather young. Today, I am seveteen years old. I remember seeing them life. His stage presence, attitude, everything... I will never forget this man. It's much to hard to, he was a legend for sure. Seeing the hurt of the fans, it's no doubt this man was loved, more than he could ever comprehend. I hope that Avenged Sevenfold will continue in his memory, but if not, I will not blame them. It's very understandable at this point, it will be a long and hard journey. Avenged Sevenfold's music has helped me through a lot in life, and I will always know them as my favorite band, no matter what.
Farwell James Owen Sullivan, you are finally free.
Much to young to die, much to loved to be forgotten.
Rest In Peace.

Febuary 10 1981 -December 28 2009